MKE week 18

i just wrote out my blog and it disappeared when I was going to publish. Phooey!

not much to report this week.  Doing the work but not real enthusiastically.   It’s all good.

Until next time.


It’s interesting that this week was about people who are starting to flake out.  I am one of those people.  I’m doing the work, at least most, and find that reading my DMP over and over again and the doing the sit, is a pain in the butt!

The sit for me, is one of my least favorite parts of MKE.  I find myself cutting it shorter and shorter, or wind up listening to the audio of the read for the week.

I want the outcome, so I continue on!  I want success, financial freedom and my Beneteau Oceanis 31 foot sailboat.

Currently, I  work full-time for the state of Hawaii.  Make a decent salary and am always out of money!

I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!!!


This has been an interesting week.  On Monday, I had my 67th birthday, and kindness abounded.  I got calls and cards from lots of people, even 2 old boyfriends from 1977.  My nephew even bought me a very cool gift.  Which I think is the first time he’s ever bought me something!

On the other hand, the committee in my head is in full opinion mode!  I had opinions about everything and every one.  It’s was quiet for a long while, but apparently, I need to do more work to shut it up!  I will do that!

I can be what I will to be!  I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!


I feel out of it this week.  I am on medication for shingles, and somehow it is affecting me.  I just feel lousy.

I started to feel sorry for myself, and have been cheating on my diet.  I will get back into gear.   DO IT NOW, DO IT NOW, DO IT NOW.

Sorry for the lousy blog this week, but it is what it is!

Week 14 of MKE

I still have not adopted the new habits.  Making a phone call about my business is somehow so unappealing to me that I have gotten myself to do it yet.

i have no trouble talking to people in person about my business, but the phone calls still aren’t happening.

Im still hoping that I achieve my DMP, and realize that it might be through a different method.

I am going to watch week 13 again hoping that I will get a better handle on NARC.  I need to learn that not picking up the phone is painful!

I definitely need the money, so what stops me?  Why do I feel stupid making the calls?  I want the outcome.  I want to make a lot more money.   I know I need to do it, but I’m not!

Is the pain of making those calls less or more painful than not having the money.   I want a breakthrough, and I want it now!